Oh god am I tired...I'm having just real bad insomnia.
Couple things regarding my absence...

I. Illness
As many of my dA friends know, I have Neuroblastoma, a cancer in the nervous system, and various other health problems like kidney, liver, and heart problems. This is part of the the reason been on, or haven't been texting you if your name is asshat.

II. Family life
Me and my mother have not been seeing eye to eye lately, and a lot of times she kicks me off the computer. I can't be on as much as I used to be.

III. Friends
I've having both relationship and friend problems. Some of my friends aren't talking to me anymore, which is making me depressed. I also don't know really which boy I'm with. You two know who you are.

IV. High School
This is my last year in high school, and it is not going nearly as well as I thought. I was doing fine at the beginning, but now I'm sort of struggling. This is making it harder for me to convince my mom to let me get on.

V. College
I was just recently excepted into college and it's hard for me to concentrate being on the computer and studying for tests that I need to take to make it in certain classes. Being colorblind really doesn't help.

VI. Computer problems
Recently, especially with dA, I have been having really screwy internet problems. Often, my computer with crash, do an automatic shutdown, or the internet will give out on me and I won't be able to get back on.

Because of all of these issues, especially my illnesses, college, and computer problems, I ask that chatrooms I am in just be patient. Once summer comes, I will be on a lot more, but until I graduate from high school just be patient. There are several ways you can reach me if you are close and would like to get in contact with me. I have a yahoo messenger, windows live, skype, facebook, youtube, or I can give you my phone number. Thanks everyone for your cooperation.

Zoey-chan~